This article is taken from my samadhi report of August 24, 2013. I share it with you today, with all my love.
What makes the galaxies turn? What makes your heart beat, right here, right now, as you read these lines? Love? Yes, of course, love… And beyond love?
Here is my answer: humor.
I know, it may sound completely crazy. But on the evening of August 24, 2013, I saw it. Yes, you read that right: I didn’t think it, I saw it. Here is my account, just as I lived it, just as I wrote it down that night and in the days that followed…
A “classic” meditation
I thought I was going to have a “classic” meditation, after three years of meditating to film music, melting into the infinite love of what we are. But destiny had other plans…
As always, nothing prepares us for life, for the very day we are living now. As always, things come when we are ready. And as usual, with a cosmic sense of humor, the universe brings us exactly what we ask of it…
This is the account of a non-ordinary meditation.
Eyes closed, I begin to meditate…
At first, I feel some discomfort in my body. I’m out of my comfort zone. I sense that “something” is happening, biologically, organically, and above all that something is about to happen…
Psychedelic images appear, full of colors and color gradients, like the ricordea corals in an aquarium. I’m in Care Bears land, with a very funny, very hippie, very seventies feel. There is something “candy-like” about it, soft, sweet, full of love, something very pink…
Funny, isn’t it? The great journey toward the infinite begins in candy land…
The body becomes a vehicle
I feel that my body is cold, or hot, and most of the time it is both: cold and hot at the same time. For the first time in my life, I experience simultaneous “hot and cold” in my body. “I really do mean that ‘my body’ was hot or cold, and not that ‘I’ was hot or cold, because the consciousness that I am, at that moment, realizes very clearly that the body is a vehicle.”
Sometimes the thought comes to me: “I’ll cover it up, so it doesn’t catch cold.” A genuine disidentification from the body had taken place…
For the ten hours that follow, both my nostrils will stay perfectly clear, both my brains, left and right, perfectly operational. I feel the nadis, the energy channels, running at full power: Ida and Pingala, Chandra nadi and Surya nadi, lunar energy and solar energy, and Sushumna, the central channel.
There was never the slightest loss of consciousness. On the contrary, it was as if my two brains were becoming more “intelligent”, not only because they were perfectly synchronized, but also because each of them, on its own, began working more intensely.
To give you an image: if my brains were receiving enough electricity to power a 40-watt bulb before the ceremony, they began receiving 40,000 during the Samadhi. Because of this energy, the body has to be able to withstand the overload. Hence the importance of exercise and of the body. I’ll come back to this later…
“What I want is awakening!”
During this parade of psychedelic scenery, my consciousness receives this thought: “No, this isn’t it. All this scenery is very nice, but it isn’t what I want.” What I want is awakening!
“I’m doing this experience to raise my level of consciousness and to continue on my spiritual path.”
Two or three times, the system keeps sending me back into the colorful scenery: the experience of deep meditation sometimes carries us away. Luckily, I hold firm to my true intention…
Then suddenly, the colors begin to change. There is something like a transcendence of planes, of dimensions. Shades and gradients of transparent blues appear, as holograms that merge into one another, intersect, all of it in motion.
Moving fractal images overlap and interlock. An infinity of colors blends together in pixelated textures…
And it is at this moment that my consciousness finally finds itself positioned from the point of view of cosmic consciousness.
“I was literally the divine mind, universal consciousness, I was the cosmos and the cosmos was me. Planet Earth was down in the bottom left, the ego, the character, was a tiny dot in my consciousness. I was everything else.”
Samadhi report, August 24, 2013
An expansion of my field of consciousness reveals itself, calmly, without suffering, simply, naturally. I was naked, I was the divine mind, naturally, in its absolute, infinite, formless state. Pure consciousness, I was simply “me”. I am. I am…
Pause…
Breathe. Feel, just for a moment, what it would be like to be everything else…
The cosmic fit of laughter
In this ecstatic state, which will last five hours, insights emerge, amid an infinite cosmic fit of laughter.
This world and all the others are nothing but one great cosmic joke, the play of consciousness experiencing itself. All these worlds, everything that exists, is “me”, what some have called Brahman in Hinduism.
The seven billion characters: I see them, and I see who is playing them. “The 7 billion characters / Egos that I embody are just there for fun, each one to play out a story, a character. I am all these characters at the same time. I take immense pleasure in playing all these roles.”
I, as the divine mind, play seven billion characters, in a setting much like Balzac‘s The Human Comedy. “At the same time, each character is also a universe. Each character with a physical body and energy bodies is the entire universe in miniature, in the form of a hologram.”
Your body, yes, yours, the one holding this text right now, is the entire universe in miniature…
So what happens when two universes meet? “The intersection of holographic universes happens when we meet other people in this physical world. Through a rather sophisticated process, our universes literally connect with one another. We truly soak each other up through physical presence.”
“If we put five people in a room, five universes will melt into one another, and a palpable atmosphere will form. Transfers of energy, information and knowledge will take place. Presence alone is enough.” Conflicts or unions may arise. And without the characters realizing it, unconsciously, the consciousnesses talk to each other, make agreements, wage war, make peace.
Have you ever walked into a meeting and found the atmosphere electric, or, on the contrary, full of peace? That’s it! “Far beyond our ordinary understanding, our souls collide in ways we never suspect. Nothing can be hidden in the invisible; everything is known.”
Depending on what happens in the invisible, these five people, who could just as well be twenty or three million, will receive thoughts. Then each one will choose whether or not to express the thoughts they received. Let’s observe the thoughts we receive when we are physically close to someone, and see what happens in the invisible…
Everything that happens on Earth is just a melodramatic game of no importance whatsoever from the cosmic perspective. Less than specks of dust: even planet Earth is only a detail in the cosmic story…
The sadder the music, the harder I laugh
At this stage, this realization creates an immense ecstatic state. My pineal gland activates, and I fall into a permanent, unstoppable COSMIC fit of laughter. Everything is immensely funny from the point of view of the divine.
I start laughing, more and more. Nothing can stop this cosmic force that is humor.
“Isn’t humor, in the end, the clash of several points of view? Isn’t laughter the result of a realization? Whether through tears or through laughter, emotion is the result of a realization.”
I am at level N+1000 of the layers of consciousness, and at the same time my body is here, in this living room, with my friends who are playing music.
I am here, and I am not here, at the same time…
And that’s when they decide, in an attempt to “release” my suffering, in keeping with the therapeutic protocol of meditation to film music, to play some sad music: Schindler’s List, The Elephant Man, and so on.
And the sadder the music is supposed to be, the more I laugh with joy. I laugh my heart out!
Beyond hilarious: I’m dying of laughter at how ridiculous the melodrama of life is, and how groundless from the point of view of the absolute. How funny they are, all these characters with their stories!
The torment of laughter just won’t stop.
All these characters who die, who suffer, seen from the absolute, become as light as a stage play.
From the point of view of the absolute, nothing is serious: everything is played out, and universal consciousness is the first to laugh about it…
How funny it is to see all these egos playing their roles: I’m sad, I’m Mr. So-and-so, I’m a man, I’m a woman. What a farce!
And the more sad music they play me, the more I laugh. As if all the jokes in the world had been told at once, I can’t stop laughing.
“What was generating the laughter was this cosmic humor that still resonates today in Yoga Anatman: we are less than nothing in the eyes of infinite consciousness, we are a consciousness experiencing itself, and only the ego takes itself seriously.”
This whole world is nothing but one big farce.
Of course, I understand that this text may be hard to understand: those who read it will have no choice but to project their consciousness onto it, filtered through whatever ego they may have. What they receive in return will depend on how far that ego, that character, has dissolved…
At one point, a friend says to me: “Here, scream into a cushion!”
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Dying of laughter!!!
How funny. I see very clearly a projection of his consciousness. I thank him: now is not the time.
Five minutes later, he comes back: “This laughter is a defense mechanism.” Been there, done that…
Bwahahaha!
How funny. Anything he could have said would have had the same result anyway: hysterical, I’m in hysterics.
My brain is so filled with ecstasy… I don’t understand it at the time, but I am in Samadhi, with an intense ecstatic effect.
Next it’s Christophe, the master of ceremonies, who plays his role and announces: “We’re going to change the atmosphere. It seems that whatever the music, sad or not, it always has the same constant effect: laughter.”
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“At that, I burst out laughing, because the contrast between the little characters on Earth and reality is enormous, and I think that’s the definition of humor: the gap.”
For those few hours, I am so euphoric and so deep in Samadhi that absolutely nothing matters. Nothing, absolutely nothing, could have pulled me out of this fit of laughter…
When the character we are during our incarnation disappears, all its pseudo-needs, everything that mattered to it, disappear along with it…
At one point, the music changes: Asian music. lol lol lol
Dying of laughter.
Things are starting to get serious for the body, which has been laughing for at least two hours: exhausting! Still, I take care to keep it warm.
At first, I didn’t want to laugh too much, out of respect for my friends: I didn’t want to disturb them too much. But it was stronger than me…
I know that nothing bad can happen, except perhaps, and even then, the death of the body. But even the death of the body holds no fear anymore, since we are all immortal. And yet every life is precious: let’s take care of this body, our treasure.
I know that nothing negative can happen to me, because I know who I am. I am the divine mind, just like you. “I am the master of my universe, and every intention, every act of will, is like a request, even a command, that allows me to connect with other universes.”
Beyond love, humor
“The moment I transcend, through laughter, all the so-called ‘sad’ music, which in the end is only sad for the character, I understand that I have transcended life, that I have transcended death, human existence.”
And I have transcended love too…
“For beyond love, what moves the universe is called humor! Astonishing and unexpected: humor is the greatest force in the universe.”
And that’s when Einstein‘s line comes to mind: “Compound interest is the greatest force in the universe”!!!
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So that’s Einstein’s sense of humor: the greatest force in the universe is humor…
“Love is simply the understanding that the other is literally ‘us’. Of course, we are infinite love, infinite consciousness, but beyond all that, we get so bored in the universe that we created all these worlds and all these characters.”
I stay in Samadhi, euphoric and ecstatic, for a few more hours, taking on laughing Buddha postures and regulating my breathing. A sigh. Many sighs…
In that moment, I “am” Buddha: a euphoric, ecstatic Buddha. I am the universe, the cosmos, and I contemplate the merry dance of life, and I crack up.
It is the most beautiful day of this earthly life. Every window has opened: for a few hours, I lived the greatest Samadhi of this existence. And I have never laughed so much, either!
How funny life is, for those who know how to look at it…
How funny these characters are…
The multidimensionality of our universe is extraordinary…
During the eight hours of Samadhi, and even afterward, the “crown of kings” came back. I feel something like a crown on my head: it is the seventh chakra connecting to the divine source. The reception is dense, hence the perception of this flow of consciousness radiating through all the bodies.
The laughter gradually subsides, but the ecstasy remains.
I keep listening to lots of film music. As a divine being, music fascinates me, because it tells stories. I love stories, melodrama, Shakespeare…
The most important thing in life is fun. While respecting others and ourselves, make it fun!
Laughter heals
I feel my whole body flooded with molecules of ecstasy, and that my brain is generating all of it. My whole body has been healed by this state and these molecules. Because it’s my whole body that is laughing. Laughter does the body a world of good: I could feel it in every cell. If only people knew…
Laughter heals.
“I feel that healing molecules have run through my body. Generated by laughter, they cleansed everything, making every cell of my being happy. When you laugh, when you are in ecstasy, it is every cell of your body that is in ecstasy, not just the brain.”
I didn’t sleep all night, remaining in Samadhi.
My brain is completely turned upside down by all this ecstasy. And at the same time, I know that nothing will ever be the same again.
In one evening, I lived through a gigantic Samadhi, greater than all the little peaks of awakening of the past three years.
In one evening, more than forty-four years of the history of a non-existent human go out the window. How funny!
The mechanisms that allow sleep have been wiped out. I’ll see tomorrow whether I can sleep…
I am one of the happiest men in the world, knowing that anything can happen, and that at the same time, it fundamentally doesn’t matter one bit.
“The perspective of the divine is that of humor, of fun: ‘May your life be funny!’ The perspective of the ego is that of melodrama, of the character’s play: ‘May your life be dramatic!'” Make it fun… or make it drama!
Luckily, in this process, infinite consciousness has also left some of us the possibility of understanding the divine perspective.
Thank you, life, thank you, universe.
At one point, a friend came into my arms. I could feel his emotion… “All the suffering in the world could dissolve in my ecstasy, in that laughter, in that moment, because from the absolute point of view, nothing matters; suffering and melodrama are relative views. It was the divine mind laughing through this body.”
Back into the character
After more than ten hours, I feel the effects fading, my field of consciousness shrinking. I am once again framed, enclosed in human consciousness, in the character. But not quite as before:
“The curtain has been lifted on what lies behind the scenery, for eternity, forever. Like a cosmic ‘peekaboo’ from the divine: ‘See, I told you, it’s all fake…’ I have seen behind the scenes…”
Samadhi report, August 24, 2013
“The real question truly is: ‘Why have we forgotten who we are?’ Answer: so that we can fully play our role. We lose ourselves in our character and forget that we are infinite consciousness.”
Don’t forget who you are…
Let’s not take life too seriously. Let’s do everything we do with humor and fun, with respect.
Life is a joke!
What does this experience change? Just about everything.
On the one hand, it is the continuation of the three previous years: to integrate the experience, I first had to have realized that we are universal consciousness (see R for Reawakening). And at the same time, new realizations are here: the transcendence of life, of death, of love.
This experience gives me strength, because it confirms what I am, and why I am here.
All that’s left for me to do now is take lessons in being funny!
Twenty-four hours later
After twenty-four hours, the consequences are there: a significant increase in mental and creative abilities. I become more “intelligent”, because I receive more ideas, and I become clearer, more creative in several areas: mental, creative, feeling, emotional.
The difference from the first initiations is a perfect regulation, a perfect balance between the left brain and the right brain. Both my nostrils stay wide open, all the time. It’s as if my processor were running much faster, as if I had received a new version of my operating system…
The hardware, that is, the body, needs more exercise: that’s one of the first things I feel.
It’s clear that the character has been transformed by the experience. As if consciousness had updated the character. Like an upgrade: new abilities appear, the connection to the source is stronger.
In every person I meet, I see something more, something I didn’t see before. Through the intuitive channel, I directly receive messages about what is good for each person, and about what I am living with them in a parallel life, which may be taking place in any space-time.
Since past, present and future all play out in the single instant, I can feel the relationships I have with other beings. Everything is heightened, sharpened. I feel each character’s traits magnified tenfold: their humor, their love, their ego, their intentions! I see their mental programming.
I have remained in Samadhi, without the ecstasy, but with a large part of all the understanding. The door has stayed open, as after a Shaktipat!
“All films, all stories, are receptions of universes that really exist.” The Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, Stargate, Superman, Thor, Heroes: all these films are here to prepare humanity for what is going to happen…
“The divine perspective changes life, because our understanding of what is happening is widened. Even after the experience of Samadhi, when we come back into this dimension, we keep what we have understood. What has been understood has been understood for eternity.”
A word of caution: you need spiritual foundations. You need an already awakened consciousness to be able to receive, and to be able to integrate. “However, to understand an experience with the mind, to be able to integrate it and to talk about it, you need to know certain concepts. Without preparation, without spiritual awareness, without the words, without the preparatory realizations, no integration is possible.”
And if these lines unsettle you, rest assured: “It is entirely possible to be destabilized by such an experience. At the same time, the experience cannot come if you are not ready. The life that you are takes care of itself.” The divine mind takes care of itself…
Beliefs and conditioning act like brakes on the reception of reality: they constantly distort it. A Samadhi experience makes it possible to understand reality as it is, to see the characters’ conditioning and projections.
Each character can only see the world through their own prism, through the filters of their conditioned ego. Every act in life is interpreted positively or negatively, depending on one’s past experience and conditioning.
“It is almost impossible for two people to truly understand each other, since each one projects onto the other. As long as there is a character, it is the character that projects, not consciousness.” Beneath consciousness lies the character.
Looking at people’s personalities, I feel as if I’m seeing spaceships: warships, when I see warrior-like people. They are there to defend, or to attack. “I understand that everyone has their function in a team: each person is the expression of an entire universe!” (That evening, I made a note to reread the Enneagram, type 7…)
The opening of the field of consciousness that has taken place remains, because integration is possible from past memory, from what has already been experienced and understood. Hence the importance of the spiritual path, of meditation, yoga and exercise.
I am much more sensitive to the signs the universe sends us: no coincidence can be put down to chance anymore. In a way, life is a sum of synchronicities. Nothing can happen by chance, no encounter, no event. Everything is the play of consciousness, and everything that happens is like a test: here is a new event, how do you react?
My sensitivity to chemicals, to food, to smells, to everything, has increased considerably.
My awareness has sharpened in every area. The visual: I need everything to be in harmony, I move the furniture around. I see what I didn’t see before, the artistic side. Everything has to be perfect, all the time.
It’s as if consciousness were living more fully in me. The divine mind that I am seeks organization, order, beauty, perfection. My standards have risen considerably: I want to do everything better, with fun, laughing. I can’t stop laughing with others all day long! I also feel others much more: I feel their emotions ten times more. The sensitivity of the right brain and the left brain has been deeply affected.
I have a much greater impact on the people around me: I radiate shakti, I spread euphoria. No one can see it, only feel it…
“We humans are the interface between the source, the divine, and matter, this earthly dimension. We have a role to play as a species: not to destroy the planet, but to awaken and live in harmony with the other species. We are here to receive and channel the highest thoughts. Then all we have to do is let BEING act through us, in joy and laughter.”
“We receive what there is to do, then we do it, for fun. When we create and bring something into being, a piece of music, a painting, a project, a tool, we are rewarded by the universe, especially if we can share it with others”: the invention of the automobile, the airplane, computers, the iPad, the iPod, and so on.
Two sentences came to me, signed Kundun, in that month of August 2013: “To see the invisible is to understand the will of the divine mind.” And: “Infinite love and joy to those who create.”
A new science is going to be invented: the science of how the brain works, a neuroscience multiplied a thousandfold. The chemistry of the brain, as an antenna, will help us better understand these states.
Imagine a hundred researchers in Samadhi, inventing!!!
The information in this text could bring about a huge leap in our understanding of the brain. There is knowledge to publish, studies to fund.
One day, science will better understand these states of consciousness, which the shamans of old already knew. Artists and researchers will work in Samadhi.
A revolution is underway.
Humanity is about to make a leap forward it doesn’t even suspect!!!
Two days later
Two days later, the effects are lasting, as long as I meditate a little every day.
I see the future, which is simply the fruit of the law of cause and effect, in a multidimensional way.
“There is no longer any difference between reality and fiction: the only difference is that ‘fiction’ unfolds in another space-time.”
There are only perspectives now, dimensions, the universe, me, you. I am. We are…
When several people are in Samadhi, it is possible to connect them, through touch for example, and through intention, in order to multiply their power and their strength.
“A group of people in Samadhi can create miracles if they learn to unite and focus their intention. 4 people in Samadhi can have more impact on the planet than 7 billion characters lost in illusion.”
Forming circles, chanting mantras, recording the chants in Samadhi…
Making contact with other planes, other dimensions; the ability to travel, to share even more…
Creating stargates, blessing objects, changing the weather…
The effects are exponential. With thirty people, the planet literally changes, under the influence of focused, directed consciousness.
The place matters a great deal too: Ibiza, Sedona, the Himalayas, the mountains, Peru, the pyramids of Egypt, and so on.
Creating a space with crystals, amethysts, to amplify: eight two-meter crystals in a perfect circle, with another, larger one in the middle.
A circle ceremony. Chanting, prayer, intention. The Samadhi of the priests. Prayers for the sick. Scepters, tipped with amethysts…
To you who are reading these lines
Perhaps you have already laughed like this, once, without knowing why. Perhaps you have cried at a film while sensing, deep down, that it was only a film. Perhaps you already sense that there is something more…
There is something more. I know it, because I have seen it. And what I saw that night, you already carry within you…
I’m not asking you to believe me. Experiment, and see whether it resonates with you or not. Go gently. Take the time to laugh, and take the time to cry, too. Both are doorways…
To those who read these lines: receive my love, my joy. Be fun!
This laughter,
It is yours,
Already.
Brahmadev
August 24, 2013
Themes: Samadhi · Cosmic humor · Cosmic joke · Divine laughter · Awakening
This article was originally written in French: Le fou rire cosmique qui a duré 5 heures…
